To say that the past couple of weeks have been rather bleak for me would be the biggest understatement since someone once mentioned that Adolf Hitler was slightly misunderstood. It really has been shit, I don’t even think people in prisoner of war camps had it worse than me at the moment.
But hopefully I am turning a corner. I have taken one thing away from this and that is that I have some fucking awesome friends. I know I moan and grumble about some of them sometimes but when I’ve been at my lowest these bastards have been there.
Cunts, I hate them!
I’ve made a few decisions recently that I’m quite easily keeping to at the moment, it will be within the next week or so that I will truly see if I can keep to these promises I have made myself.
I am quite concerned about one in particular which I have a feeling I will have broken by the weekend. I’ve made promises and decisions about this person before and have broken them within days. Love is a cunt sometimes.
I’m not going to go into details right now but the people close to me will probably know what I’m talking about here.
Hopefully this will be the start of me turning things around.