Sold My Tickets

I was scheduled to go to some music gigs in the coming month. Cannibal Corpse, Amon Amarth, Clutch and Five Finger Death Punch, to name a few. I’ve...

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Not Coping Very Well

Well it has certainly been a long time since I’ve felt this low and shitty. Even lower than when I tried to kill myself twice in a week about a...

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I’m Worse Than Hitler

So I was sitting at my computer last night, trying to recover from reading the novel of messages someone sent me giving me an ear-bashing (:P), when...

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Failing To Do It Right

I returned to football Saturday. First game since I was kicked off the team for daring to question the manager’s decisions. To be honest I sort of...

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I’ve Had Better Fridays

I had to make the journey back up to Walthamstow yesterday morning in order to answer bail at Walthamstow Police Station. They tried to put the fear...

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A Bit Of Sunlight

I’m feeling slightly less grumpy since my last post. My new method of ‘when I get grumpy & moody do something that makes me happy’ seems to be...

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