Archive for October, 2009

Everything I do is done to please other people. I have stopped smoking to please people, I have stopped drinking to please people, I have altered various aspects of myself to please people, I have taken anti-depressant pills to please people, I made an appointment with a counsellor to please people, I stand up to [...]

Oct 25, 2009 | 0 comments | View Post

Last Night Was Rather Interesting

Things got too much for me yesterday and I decided to break my no drinking promise that I made to someone and went out on a bender. I went on a pub crawl down Old Street right through Angel and up to Essex Road on my own.

Oct 24, 2009 | 2 comments | View Post

Ozzy Osbourne – Suicide Solution

Oct 22, 2009 | 2 comments | View Post

I’ve Always Preferred Silver To Gold

If you watch even a couple of minutes of television then you will have no doubt seen the influx of adverts from companies that are offering you money for your unwanted gold. It certainly is big business, especially in this current financial climate.

Oct 22, 2009 | 0 comments | View Post

I’m Worse Than Hitler

So I was sitting at my computer last night, trying to recover from reading the novel of messages someone sent me giving me an ear-bashing (:P), when I hear someone knocking on my bedroom window. Normally kids do that and run away so I ignored it but two seconds later it happened again.

Oct 21, 2009 | 1 comment | View Post

Failing To Do It Right

I returned to football Saturday. First game since I was kicked off the team for daring to question the manager’s decisions. To be honest I sort of wish I didn’t bother going back. All I got were bollockings and abuse from pretty much every player on the team.

Oct 20, 2009 | 2 comments | View Post

Evanescence – Breathe No More

Oct 20, 2009 | 2 comments | View Post

Sinergy – Suicide By My Side

Oct 19, 2009 | 0 comments | View Post

I’ve Had Better Fridays

I had to make the journey back up to Walthamstow yesterday morning in order to answer bail at Walthamstow Police Station. They tried to put the fear of God into me by saying how lucky I was that they were dropping the charges against me, nothing to do with having no fucking chance of prosecuting [...]

Oct 17, 2009 | 2 comments | View Post