Last Post From Me

Several days ago I published a post that, to put it bluntly, pretty much told people that I intended to ‘finish it’. I always imagined I’d die by jumping from a tall building and doing some spectacular moonsault as I landed head first on the pavement letting out a loud Ric Flair-type “WHOOOOOOOOOOO!” as I sailed past window after window.

Quite an ironic way to go seeing as I suffer from vertigo.

In the early hours of this morning I tried to do it again. This time I left no blog post nor did I send any weird messages online or via text. Yet I am so fucking useless I still could not do it as I remember waking up in hospital with a tube sticking out of my mouth.

You’d think I’d be able to get this right after six fucking attempts!

Oh well, if anything I’m a tryer.

I’ve been told what I did was stupid. It might be stupid to people who have the strength and willpower to fight this kind of thing. I wish people would stop pretending and instead just carry on with their own lives and let me get on with things.

I’m not going to post anymore on the blog, my heart really isn’t in it anymore. I’m going to post the odd review and maybe the odd music video but that will be it, no more angry ranting posts from me folks, head over to Michael Legge’s blog for plenty of that.

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