Reiss invited me to meet him, Billy, John and others on Friday for a bit of a drink in a couple of pubs and a club. I declined the invitation because I had a bit of a feeling that Thes might be one of the ‘others’ (and it turned out she was) and to be [...]

On the whole the past week has been a good one for me.
Work continues to be fun. We spent the week scrubbing the classroom walls and cleaning glass (this is what cleaners do when the kids are on holidays) and we finished early but did not want more work so we sat in the classroom [...]

I’m not too shocked that Millwall blew the chance of promotion. To be honest I’ve been following them since the late 80s and I am very used to Millwall blowing their chances. Get rid of that cunt of a goalkeeper, sort the bloody defence out and maybe next season we might have a chance to [...]

After having a nice nap I felt in a much better frame of mind now. I had a sleep and then got up and went to work and was in quite a good mood as I sat on the bus listening to my Ipod. Nothing I can do about the bank and T-Mobile so no [...]

You dont understand me and you probably never will!
I got a tendency to self destruct and a soft spot, for the filth!
A hair trigger temperament. A switchblade for a tongue!
I’m a walking one man genocide
With a black belt in corrupt!

I’m not sure this being nice is going to work.
Every time I think I am making progress something comes along to kick me in the bollocks and send me into a grumpy mood again.
I woke up this morning and went to the cash machine to get some money out and discovered that I have no [...]

I have certainly seen a difference in my general mood since I stopped introducing steroids into my body. I’m not talking about the kind of steroids that will give me an impressive physique, nor am I talking about the kind of steroids that athletes use to enhance their performance. I’m talking about a special type [...]

On the whole the past week has been a good week for me, in fact the only downer was when I tried to explain to someone why I am the way I am and made her so incredibly angry at me. I tried to use words instead of violence (not that I’d hit her, I’m [...]

The boss asked to speak to me when I arrived at work today. As I saw him make his way over to me I carried on with my work somehow hoping that I would become invisible thanks to a magical hoover.

if you rant at me and then block me on MSN and Twitter does this mean that you have had the last word? Does it make you as childish and immature as I am meant to be? I’m not sure why they did this, they were the one instigating the messages in the first place, [...]